My dream.

I had a dream about you last night. Last night's dream was still vividly imprinted in me. At certain point, i thought it was real what we had. If you ask me, i wouldn't wanna wake up but to stay in that dream, maybe just a little longer. Because in the dream of mine, you were called, ' my other half '. Despite what you may have told me or done, i'd still want to muster every little fibre in me to at least hope, that someday you'll look my way. These past weeks have been memorable and i wouldn't trade it for anything less, much less knowing that you'll be gone in weeks.

Friends say i should let go and move on, knowing that you and i, we don't belong together. One even said, you weren't right for me. Yes, put together you and i, we may see a lot of differences and incompatibility. We both love different things and you want something that i don't think its necessarily in life. Your ego gets in the way all the time and you have no idea how annoying that is. Sometimes, i just want to give them a punch so you know that you are being a jerk.

But then again, what friends have to say shouldn't cloud your final decisions in life especially at a close to heart issue. At the end of the day, what you do will affect your own life and not a bit in ur friends. Suggestions and support is very much needed but over-protectiveness is unnecessary.

After my last relationship, i dont think i want to hop into another one so quickly. Its very tiring, both physically and emotionally. Love is powerful. One moment, it gives you all the feeling in the world like no another but at the same time, able to drain out all the emotions in you until there's nothing left to give.

Love is never singular except in syllabus. So, if you feel the same way too, which i know you do, please stop pretending and try to make me feel like you don't care. Because when this is over, i swear this will be the last time im ever falling for you. It won't happen again. Cause you can only love a person this much once and if you're lucky, twice. And i don't think my heart is cut out for a third.

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However, with all the emotions tangled up here and there.

Ever since you came into my life years ago, my life was better.

You made me see life in so many different perspectives that a person as naive as me would not see.

The world is a better place with you in it.

I know you'll do great things in the future.

I have faith in you.