crossroads.

Now i know for a fact that when my mom starts lecturing me and i have nothing to say back, things are bad and i should listen to her. Cause, usually when we argue about something, i always have my opinions and i will fire it out.

She gave me my wake up call. I guess i have been dreaming for the longest time. Right now i feel like i have just woken up from hibernation or coma. And i told mommy that it feels good to be awake. Once in awhile, you need someone to tell you what to do and if ure doing something wrong. I used to have you two to tell me that but i guess ever since we went our separate ways, i gotten a little lost myself.

Was skyping sohpoh yesterday and realized that i have been standing by the crossroad, dont know which way to go.

I'm only 19. Bound to make mistakes here and there along the way. There's nothing wrong with that. I know i'm not ashamed of them because it got me where i am today. For all those of you who have so much to say about other people's life, you know what. Judge all you want and say anything cause i don't care. Life's too short. I have many other more important things to do than to sit here and listen to every judgement you have to make of me. On the contrary, i feel sorry for you. Cause you make me feel like that your life is not perfect and you need to make other people's life miserable.

Mommy gave me this to start my new semester with. She said that hopefully this time around, i'll pass my exams with flying colours. HAHA except for the reds.

Mommy's like post-its to me. She is like a reminder to me in life, at every checkpoint, every turning, every ending and beginning.

Thanks mommy!

xx