im done hoping.

Woke up late today and i still feel the sting of the pain today. But life goes on.

A lot of things crossed my mind today. Maybe because today it's different from the rest of the days i had these past weeks. Is it because of you? I don't know but i wish i knew cause then, i wouldn't feel this way.

Lately, my feelings have been so unsure. I feel like telling you how i feel. But i couldn't muster the strength to say them. Just like how i've been painting my nails and taking them off and do them all over again. When i finally have you in front of me, i never find the right words to say.

I believe that if he wants you, he'll do whatever he can do have you. If he misses you, he'll call you. If he cares, he'll let you know just about anything and tell you that you're the first thing he thinks about and the last thing on his mind.

But if he doesn't, he just simply doesnt feel that way. Naively, our hearts don't realize and put the words into actions. Instead, we always make our own conclusions and jumped into assumptions.

I'm the kinda girl who gets her heart broken even when she's not in a relationship with the guy.

School's starting in less than 10 days. I need to get myself together and pull myself up right.

If you don't care, i wont care too.