Lost

Its been a long time!

Alot has gone by and before I could do anything about it, 6 months has passed me by. As usual, I've been running around the same place, going through the same things, square peg round hole. Kinda feel the self-emphathy shit right now but hey, life goes on. Doesn't wait for anyone.

How's everyone doing? I presume many has abandon this forsaken blog since my MIA. Even the ones who actually read every post, sincerely hope ure doing okay. At least, better than I am.


With everything that's been going on in my life right now, the one thing I lack of is the one exact thing i need the most, clarity. Knowing myself, I get cranky and paranoid when im lost and confused. Once again, I've lost tracked of my priorities and goals. And this tme, it's my own fault. I let it happened. And now it's backfired on my face. The saddest thing is knowing that it's wrong but the heart can't seem to let go. Just wish it was worth it.

Through all the downfalls and strong tides, i do have a good news ahead, something to look forwawrd to. Im officially leaving to the UK next July. Strangely, I've always known that I was gonna leave and every now and then, I dodge the question when asked by mom and dad but lately, I've slwly learnt to embrace the fact of leaving.


Heading to the East Malayia coming Saturday. Just what I need and I think what the whole family needs. A vacation. And the best thing is I get to see my bestie whom has been planning all the great places to take my family to when I get there.

Just a couple more days, I shall hang in there.