what's for dinner..

salted fish with chicken and lap cheong.

How i spent my last day of sem break.

Last day of muahs holiday, ended it with class :) maybe more of drinking and tipsy and less class. but i dont care.

Planned to meet up with Sofia for dinner but instead, had dinner alone because she didn't have her car. Stayed in MV for almost 3 hours alone. However, did a little shopping and a little sightseeing myself by starbucks. ( today got manyy manyy hawt guy woih )

things got a little crazy after awhile..

:)

xx.

seriously, this holiday was not enough for me.

my wake up call

" Never go back to an old love no matter how strong it was because it's like reading a book over and over again, when you already know the ending. "

Lately, i've been trying to reach out to you, to reconnect. Somehow, you just don't feel the same way anymore and i don't blame you. Honestly, i blame myself because it was my decision to end the relationship. I've thought about it this couple of days about what i really want and how i feel. You're right, im probably just feeling lonely and it sure feels damn good to have someone with you. Who doesn't want to right? I'm in my right mind now and it's telling me that there's a good reason why we broke up and it should stay that way.

College is starting in two days and right mind or not, i still don't want to go back yet. Feels like there's something i have not yet to accomplish and missing. Is it you?

Lonelier than ever, i've learnt to become stronger. There's always a good side to everything. And being alone isn't that bad.

Being alone,

Instead of satisfying the other person's appetite first, eat wherever you want, whatever you desire.

After watching horror movies, sleep with the lights on and no one will say a thing.

Even better when you're alone, you can have both the seats to yourself in couple seating. :)

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I read a statement in FML today and it says,

" Today, my boyfriend proposed to me by tossing the ring at me and say, " here, wear this. " .

If ever my boyfriend decides to pull that stunt on me, im gonna toss the shit out of him, out of my life.

it's in the stars that girls like me and boys like you were never meant to be - Taylor Swift.

感情其實就是沒有辦法計較 誰給的多, 誰給的少. 重點是你覺得的他值不值得.

What's for dinner..

Wagon Wheel.

Today, i spent almost my entire day with Mommy and Sean. :) After we headed to my college to pay up the fees, we went to Zouk Bar for lunch.

The food was a big let down because i kinda expected a little more from a place like this. Definitely not a place i would recommend if you wanna grab a bite.

my cheese bake seafood fried rice. too cheesy and too much pepper.

Sean's spaghetti :) this was not too bad.

Biggest let down. Mom's fried mee siam. The meesiam was too dry and everything was so spicy, you barely could get through with the 2nd bite.

Then before we headed for movies, we went over to MPH to get some books. Big sale over there and still going on for another two more days. :) Am happy with what i got. Bought a couple of teenreads and my last collection of the twilight saga. :) On the far end left, i bought a book that has 100 ways to bake potatoes. :) They look yummy! Will try it out on the weekends. :)

Today also marks the day that i got my very own first pair of proper sportshoes. :) I am planning to try them out tomorrow morning. :) Thanks papa! I love you to bits!

Met up with Boon for dinner and i took him over to the claypot chicken rice place nearby Jusco Cheras Selatan. Thanks dear, we haven't seen each other in awhile but i definitely enjoyed the time spent! :) Especially our conversations, you know what im talking about :P

Something beautiful happened to me today. :) They say that happiness is when you least expects it. For a moment there i thought that this was what i could be living in. I was almost close to feeling it completely. :) Just for a moment. I wish i was stuck in that moment for a little longer. Just a little longer.

Captain America was good but ending big letdown too. :) Not gonna spoil it for those who haven't watch but i definitely don't recommend a 3D. :)

xx

Happy Birthday Jo!

Happy Birthday Jo!

Happy birthday sweetie! :) Finally, you're 19. I know you hate the fact that you're a year older and you wanna stay 18 forever but babe, sucks to be you! HAHA

I love you heaps! This past couple of months, the time we spent and bonding conversations brought us so much more closer than before. :) I love you so much!

We started off on the wrong foot and became sworn enemies. That night when you slept over, we were saying that 8 years ago, we would have never thought to be having sleepovers with each other with the amount of hate and dramas that we had.

You have been my pillar of strength ever since and thanks for giving me such bittersweet highschool memories. :) Whatever they may have been, i cherish you dearly and hopefully our friendship can last as long as possible. I aint gonna say forever. :)

Highschool was so much more easier wasn't it dear?

Graduation! can you believe it, we actually graduated?

Thanks for celebrating my birthday with me dear!

I hope good things come to you starting on you're first day of being a 19 year old. Put away all the past and what's gone is gone. :) I know that there is someone out there that deserves you and right now's just not the time yet :) In time, you'll see dear :)

xx

A little bit stronger

to you : when you hear this song, listen to the lyrics carefullly. every word.

woke up late today

and i still feel the sting of the pain

but i brush my teeth anyway

i got dressed through the mess and put a smile on my face

i got a little bit stronger

riding in the car to work and im trying to ignore the hurt

so i turned on the radio, stupid song made me think of you

i listened to it for a minute but then i changed it

I'm getting a little bit stronger, just a little bit stronger

and im done hoping that we could work it out

I'm done with how it feels, spinning my wheels

letting you drag my heart around

and, oh, I'm done thinking that you could ever change

I know my heart will never be the same

but im telling myself I'll be okay

even on my weakest days

i get a little bit stronger.

doesn't happy overnight but you turn around

and a month's gone by and you realize you haven't cried

im not giving you an hour or a second or another minute longer

im busy getting stronger

and im done hoping that we could work it out

im done with how it feels, spinning my wheels

letting you drag my heart around

and, oh, im done thinking, that you could ever change

i know my heart will never be the same

but im telling myself i'll be okay

even on my weakest days, i get a little bit stronger

i get a little bit stronger

getting along without you, baby

im better off without you, baby

how does it feel without me, baby?

im getting stronger without you, baby

and im done hoping that we can work it out

im done with how it feels, spinning my wheels

letting you drag my heart around that you could ever change

i know my heart will never be the same

but im telling myself i'll be okay

even on my weakest days

i get a little bit stronger

i get a little bit stronger

just a little bit stronger.

meet up.

Last night was great time spent! :)

Met up with a few ex highschool mates. Me and Jo left home at around 7.30 and i flew both our asses off there in 15 minutes. The whole time, Jo was nagging me about driving too fast. But it's okay we pretty got there safe. almost safe. ><

So in the begining it was supposed to be just the Dble J and Yung-gi Bear, Khaleel and Wenyi. Then phone calls were made and MingKun and DanielP joined us.

Conclusion: MingKun cannot SNAP! and Tom is hawt.

Thanks for watching my back last night! :)

10 years down the road, hope to get ur wedding invitation. It's okay daniel, we know. :)