back to square one.

Spend my whole day cleaning up the messy room! Just realized how much garbage i have throughout the whole semester. I threw off all my notes except for my econs and management subjects, as next semester i would still someone cross over to these two. The rest are out of my room and into the bin. :) And since i was on it, i cleared off my closet and my teddy collections too. I ended up with two bags of rubbish paper bag full of junk.

5 hours later..

Next week, Mom has already planned out my entire week for me. I thought we were all going on a family trip but just a few minutes ago, she told me it was already called off because Sean has his appointment made with the psychologist for neuro analytic session. On top of that, grandma is coming over to stay. So that means all my plans made with friends before hand, i have to changed them now. This has been how things run in the family, it's always about the little one and me, not seeing the bigger picture.

Have been feeling more lonely than ever. My older brother left this afternoon to head back to hometown with godmom. Jojo's in Cherating, enjoying her butt off with beautiful beaches and pool sessions with her guy friend. EEK

I realize that this whole post has turned into a major rant and i sound like a brat but i dnt fking care.