you'll think of me.

It's 7.30 in the morning and im pretty wide awake. Wide awake in a sense of i haven't gotten much sleep, too much running in and out of my mind.

To you :)

I miss you. Please don't ever think any less of yourself in my life because you have been the greatest endorsement of my happiness. That it is something that no one can take away from you and me too. I did believed in what this relationship could be and when you told me it's forever, i actually imagined my whole life revolving around you. The reason being of this period of a part is because i need a breather. You need it too, dont you think? It's not merely just about the fights but the fact that it's exhausting our relationship to close to almost nothing. Everyday it's the same fight, same crying, same pain, same screaming, same apology and then it goes back to the same fights. Dear, if it's alright to say, you are a big pain in the butt sometimes, you know that?

I still get lonely every night when im thinking about you. Hoping to hear the msg alarm triggered off from my phone and seeing " Hunneybee " on the alert. But im trying to get over it. Not you, but the exhausting relationship. Not the memories, but the pain and hurt. Please know that it's not easy for me. I just need you to know that you're not the only suffering.

Still..

I wanna say many thanks to my backbones. :) You guys have been the best, accompanying me and going through each step of the way.

Lainnee, im happy for you. Right now, you need you're space with the new found freedom. Dont apologize for being happy. HAHA. Best friends forever! The sisterhood remains down to the grave.