Burn.

Baby, I'm alright with just a kiss goodnight. 


This part of me has never felt so real. I've fallen in love before but this feels different. And I'm not sure why. Back when I was with my ex, he was a mistake to begin with but looking back at the 2 years we were together, there were happy times that we both shared. As human, we should be holding on to the good memories and let go of the bad. That's if you want to be a living Casanova. 


This morning, after having breakfast with my grandpa and brother, I decided to do something out of the routine. I took the car out and drove to the mountain top and stayed there for a little. It was 8.45 am. I was going through my songs and Two Is Better Than One came up. Now have you ever felt like a song could bring you back to a time and memories just go past your naked eyes like you were still there, living them all over again? 


You were the biggest jackass I've met.  I was gonna say the entire world but then it wouldn't be fair to the rest that I've not met. I used to think the world of you and how wonderful my world is with you around, with you in it. The flowers, the movies, the endless drives, the nights. And obviously when everything came to an end, I figured my whole life might as well come along, down. But you. The very same guy that thought me how to love  and hurt also thought me how to live and forget. 

I could swear that after you, I've met a few nice gentlemen and as much as I tried to make myself fall in love with them or at the least, grow interest, I don't think I can. And sometimes when you come knocking back at my door, I'd believe you in a heartbeat and come back to you. Because I love you so much. There. I said it. 


But starting from today, I'm gonna let you go.  This is the only way I'm gonna be happy. And actually let someone make me happy. :) 

I don't understand whySee it's burning me to hold onto thisI know this is something I gotta doBut that don't mean I want toWhat I'm trying to say is that I love you, I justI feel like this is coming to an endAnd it's better for me to let it go now than hold on and hurt youI gotta let it burn

It's gonna burn for me to say thisBut it's comin' from my heartIt's been a long time comingBut we done been fell apartReally wanna work this outBut I don't think you're gonna changeI do but you don'tThink it's best we go our separate ways

Tell me why I should stay in this relationshipWhen I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy babyPlus there's so many other things I gotta deal withI think that you should let it burn

When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want toBut you know gotta let it go'Cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used toEven though this might ruin youLet it burnLet it burnGotta let it burn

Deep down you know it's best for yourself but youHate the thought of her being with someone elseBut you know that it's overWe know that it's throughLet it burnLet it burnGotta let it burn

Sendin' pages I ain't supposed toGot somebody here but I want you'Cause the feelin' ain't the same by myselfCallin' her your nameLadies tell me do you understand?Now all my fellas do you feel my pain?It's the way I feel, I know I made a mistakeNow it's too late I know she ain't comin' back

What I gotta do nowTo get my shorty backMan I don't know what I'm gonna doWithout my booYou've been gone for too longIt's been fifty-leven days, um-teen hoursImma be burnin' till you return

When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want toBut you know gotta let it go'Cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used toEven though this might ruin youLet it burnLet it burnLet it burn

Deep down you know its best for yourself but youHate the thought of her being with someone elseBut you know that it's overWe know that it's throughLet it burnLet it burnGotta let it burn

I'm twisted 'cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move onOn the other side I wanna break down and cryI'm twisted 'cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move onOn the other side I wanna break down and cry, yeah

Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh oohOoh ooh ooh can ya feel me burnin'?Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh oohSo many days, so many hoursI'm still burnin' till you return

When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want toBut you know gotta let it go'Cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used toEven though this might ruin youLet it burnLet it burnGotta let it burn

Deep down you know it's best for yourself but youHate the thought of her being with someone elseBut you know that it's overWe know that it's throughLet it burnLet it burnGotta let it burn