What my heart speaks.

Updating the blog with my iPad.

It's been almost a week since I updated anything. This whole week has been packed with college stuff and I feel like I haven't been given a time to catch my breath much less, blog. Mom was gone for the whole week so I could drive to college myself and it wasn't as fun as I thought it would be. First reason being is that our campus parking sucks. If you want a nice prking, you have to get there before 8 and 8.30 if ure lucky. That would mean I have to leave home by 6.30 to avoid the jam and wake up at 5.30. 2nd reason is the jam. Omg, I swear I would die man. And I almost did, I was so tired and it was about another 1 hour journey from home so I pulled up by the highway and took a short nap.

The semester has been alright so far, it's great to see ur friends again after such along break. But the assignments are a bitch. They pour in like heavy rain, exactly like the weather today. Everyone in class is pretty much looking forward towards the end of the month for the raya holiday. That includes me, not to mention the holiday on Wednesday. I already feel so much better talking about it.

Aside from college, I think that's the only thing that's actually going on in my life. I haven't had a sip to drink or go for pool or hang out with my babes. Can't say I don't miss them at all. Maybe wednesday would be a good day to go get myself drunk. Teehee, just sayin.

Met a couple of nice people in college and am getting closer to a few. Like the saying, " God takes people away from your life because He thinks you deserve better people to be in it. " so true, sometimes when you're trying to let go of something but it may seem impossible at time and you wanna give up, just hang out a little and you'll see that it's not so impossible. In fact, before you know it, you might just have gotten over it.

Was worried bout the riot going on in london since aunt's over there but last night she gave us a call saying she's okay. And since were on the subject of uk, I still haven't decided whether to go further my studies. Mom and dad are very supportive but somehow, I just can't put my mind to it yet. Is it because I am still waiting on you?

Grandpa's coming over tonight and I feel bad for the last time when he came around, I was out with my friends. I haven't had dinne with gong gong for almost 5 weeks now.

I guess that's just it. I hope I can find some time to update again. I hate to leave it empty.

Xx