Friday, November 18, 2011

Fuck Off.


Semester break starts today for me and the rest of my IBM mates until finals comes for us 1 week from now.


Friends.

They come and go. Some stayed and the others wandered off. Over the years, I've learnt that it is no longer how long have you've been friends but rather how long more can you maintain the relationship. What can you do and how you should do it.

Truth be told, I am imperfect. I have my own flaws and to name a few, i have a really bad temper and bipolar. One minute before I can be excited bout one thing but the next minute, I can get really sick about it. And most of all, I dont expect everyone to understand me or what is it that do for shits. But i believe that if you can't see me at my worst, then you certainly don't deserve me at my best.

I love everything I have now. My family, my friends and what i am now. The only thing lacking in my life right now is the determination I used to have for my studies. Heck, not even sure if i ever did have any.




Crystal.
It's been 3 months since the first day I met her at Bubba Gump during Chang's birthday. Like any other friendship, there's bound to have disagreements and we do fight sometimes but that doesn't mean our friendship isn't strong.


From left : Heather, Ilham, Myself and Crystal.


Joyi. 
Although we don't see each other from time to time, we remain as bestfriends after all this year. :) Distance wouldn't change a thing for us. She knows me better than any of my friends and still loves me for who i am. 

I know that you can't control what other people have to say about you but seriously, if you have a problem with me or my friends, come and say it to our face and not behind our backs cause that just showing how shallow and unworthy of a person you are. 

As for those who pretends and hang around with us like friends and behind our backs, talking shit about us to the others, i know who you are and i ain't gonna do anything to you, neither will i try to confront you. Just fuck off from my life. Fyi, i hate drama. So, if you're not done growing up yet, by all means go fuck yourself with someone else ur age. 




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