it's already been a month since college has started and i still don't feel the strive to study and burning those midnight oils. instead, im pretty much just being lazy and sticking around whatever that's fun and positive. i hate to think that im slacking around but myabe just a little bit. I have an assignment due on monday next week and i still haven't got a clue.

they say you can't never laugh at the same joke over and over again but somehow why do we keep crying over the same thing over and over gain.

i feel closely at heart for this quote because it reminds me of you. no matter how many times my friends tell me you're bad news for me, i still somehow come falling back into you. the worst part is i already know how badly it's gonna end. sometimes i ask myself, why am i so stubborn when it comes to you. every now and then i try my hardest to at least just put a smile on your face or be there when you need someone. ( and im always the last one to find out because with or without me, there are plenty of girls ready to fill in the post and do you that favour. )

you're like reading an old book over and over again. i know how the ending ends but i wanna still put myself through the pain.